I am lost no more

Just in case anyone still reads this thing, I figure I better post about my whereabouts. Well after a looooooong year, I am doing better. I am sorry if I worried anyone. I know of one person in paticular that I need to send a million appologies to and trust me...I will start sending them as soon as I can get logged in. :) I have no email addys, no numbers, no anything so if anyone is reading this please leave me a message so I can get a hold of you and we can catch up. I make no excuses for myself because the way I left is inexcusable. BUT, I hope once you all know what was going on you can forgive me for leaving the way I did. Things got way to much for me to handle and that's all I will give in detail for now. I will let you know what happened when I can get your email addys and let you know on a more personal level. Just know that I have thought about you all a lot and hope we can get back in touch soon. :)