How do you convince yourself that everything is going to be ok when you don't know that it will be? Brysen goes in for surgery on Wednesday and I've never been so scared in my life! He's 2 for God's sake! He shouldn't have to have surgery already! I know babies have surgery at younger ages, but those aren't MY babies...Brysen is MY baby! The baby that I suffered 9 months for, the one that we so patiently waited for, the one that brightens my day like I never thought was possible. He has to be ok....he just has to be...if I wish it enough and pray for it enough it has to happen...right?